A neW dAy, a neW DeteRminaTion

My determination is to avoid all of these things;
1.Chocolates
2.Ice Creams
3.Tom Yam
4.Grapes,Watermelon,and all cooling fruits except APPLE
5.Ice water
6.Carbonated drinks
7.Spicy food
8.Junk food with lots of flavouring only
9.Jellies
10.Asam
11.AND EVEYTHING ELSE WILL THAT WILL DETERIORATE THE
MISSION

the journey will definitely be freaking,insanely,unfair,sickening,n tempting..yet I believe if I try n put my hope n trust in myself..I can definitely achieve it..because I believe that you have to work hard to gain something you want badly..

confusions..

Its hard when your confused..its easy for people to say trust your heart and follow your instict..but then the mind tells you something else..and you tend to take decisions that end up being wrong..its hard its hard its hard..I keep telling myself no way I am ever gonna place myself in such situation again..then here I am..regretting over things..haha..guess..that's the circle of life..yet seriously life needn't be taken so hard..I mean we live for once so we gotta use it till the fullest..dreams are part of life n ambitions may come in many type..feeling unsure on what to pursue..listening to rational talks,lectures day after day by etc people..tellin bout how our future is suppose to be..when the fact is we ourselves aren't very sure of what the future holds for us..we just gotta use each moment of the life we're living now the best we can n pray hard that all will go well..yet I have my dreams..wacky one's some may think..yet I believe someday dreams may come true..sounds a lil Cinderella type..haha..kinda is..but doesn't mean dreams only come true in movies right..it may also come true in reality..if only we have faith and believe..so the fact that how confusions is linked to dreams coming true..?..well..everything in life has its risks, such as in this context confusion on which dream to pursue and which dreams to give up on..its just hard to give up on something after all you've gone through with it..for example the dream your having is like a rose plant which you have planted in your heart..and when you realise that you gotta give it up because you know that there is no way left for you to achieve it..imagine taking out the plant from your heart..thorns of roses being brushed through..very sad..yet if we give excuses..things won't change..until you take a leap of faith and continue walking head held high,believing in ourselves in the most humble way in society in a journey we all call as "LIFE"..

Crazy Addictions In life..

What do you think of tatoos..?..seriously, I mean it sounds bad, a kind of vandalisme being done to one's body..but I don't know why..tataoos have always taken up my close attention to it..tv shows such as Miami Ink, LA Ink has definitely been a major part in my strangest idea of liking tatoos..when I mentioned this to my mum..she was cool bout it cos she thinks I know between right and wrong and would definitely never ever get the idea of getting a tatoo someday..yet its just a unique form of art that really aspires me..haha..yet I'm so not getting a tatoo!!..that's for sure..people have tatoos for a reason..either to make sure a certain experience in their life to be closely embedded in their hearts or "physically saying" on their body forever..haha..call me weird for having a tatoo for fun..but I'm sticking to sticker tatoos for now and always!!..an easy way of potraying your passion for tatoo and the most rational way I could figure out for now..muahaha..

Angels in The Form of Friends..

Meeting you was a blessing I can never ever imagine..its like angels dropped you from heaven into my hands in a form of a friend..its just been so long..uncountable years of friendship..we've been through it all..good times and lots of bad times too..yet we never stay sour with each other for long though..Thanking God for that!!..but before I met you..there was someone else..she's also a gift from Heaven given to me..but I guess..fate has it that way that I should be closer to you than to her..plus we shared a lot of things in common..or we just got close of being at the same place,time and experience together..You've been an inspiration to me..to go further in life..you gave me lots of uncountable information n knowledge that I can never imagine obtaining somewhere else or even the way to repay you..the care,joy and pain you shared with me have made me feel that the life I'm having is so worth it..So many sacrifices you've done for me..n what did I give you..nothing in return..nothing just nothing..that's why I guess I'm going through this now..me being left aside a little n little..guess there's nothing on this Earth that could be obtained without having paid in return..we're always stay tight though..I believe..n there's no way anyone or anything that could change that..I really hope so though..People all have dreams..wishing someday all their dreams will come true..though they realise that it goes against all odds to see their wishes come true..but what we all don't realise is that with dreams come hope..Hope is the one that drives us to continue going on in life..so when your dreams come true..doesn't that hope die instantly..so I'm wishing that this dream of mine will stay forever a dream..cos if I loose my hope..I don't think there's gonne be another way to go on with life..